Use DDT hunh? My brother is officially mad. LOL. I am
tired. Surgery hours are catching up with me. I’ve got a
lot of thoughts rolling around in my head that I need to spout but I’m
much too tired to do it. I want to leave and go on
vacation. No more studying, no more working, no more sleeping for
an hour or two here and there, feeling bad if I’m not studying. I
just want to sleep, eat mangoes and walk around in garden parks.
Jaunt about on motor scooters, lounge on a yacht, absorb some jazz
tunes, fly to distant locations, eat good expensive food and listen to
intellectual conversation. People watch, comment on clothing and
attitudes, photograph ordinary people doing “ordinary” things
wanderlust. fatigue. i wonder if i’m anemic. most
women are somewhat anemic but maybe i am more so? walk in the
sunshine. that’s what i want to do.