Things that sometimes make me sad

the holidays

because i wish

my Mommy

was still

alive

looking at old pictures of my friends

which leads me to wonder how they’re doing

and wishing they were all here

so we could go out dancing

together

and acting like

we

have

no

sense

an empty email box

when i’m especially

feeling worn out

and overworked

cause it would be nice

to hear from someone

melancholic poetry

or maudlin 70’s

music

getting up early on Monday morning

wondering how in the world

i’m supposed to keep

doing this

for the next

four

years

laughing to myself

because it means

i don’t have

anyone else

to laugh

with

india anything

but

only

sometimes

new born babes

and newlyweds

because

it makes me wonder

when it’ll be

my

turn

beautiful models in

one of a kind

dresses

strolling down

SoBe

or bling bling

wedding

rings

abrabo

About papillion

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