was it yesterday that i realized how much negativity i produce?  

my thoughts are always tinged with criticism.  from myself.  from the mixtape made from

my mother’s voice,

my father’s silence,

my brother’s successes,

my friends’ beauty,

her thin-ness,

her fair skin,

his handsomeness,

his leadership,

their popularity,

their citizen status….

all add up to my insecurities…

endless list……

got to change the tape.

locked gate


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