only an hour and a half of sitting, listening to my Step III review and I feel tired. haven’t figured out how much of this i’m going to do. maybe another half an hour?
i realize that i must put some effort into studying. after a month of recuperation, i feel more mentally capable of study. i wish i had a better internal drive or fortitude but i recognize that my general ability to sit for hours at a time, consuming and processing data has greatly decreased. i should probably try not to be so disappointed and find a balance in this somewhere — between studying 8hrs a day and not studying at all.
my prayer is that every little bit that i do counts in the long run and it’s not the quantity but the quality. i can’t afford to slack. i can’t afford to stress myself out either.
this is the final hurdle for the medical licensure. my USMLE World Review has run out and I didn’t have the monies to renew it so i have the CDs to listen to, w/o benefit of questions. i can’t take the exam b/c i don’t have money to pay for it.
*nodding* yeah, the life i lead is not to be envied.