licensure woes

only an hour and a half of sitting, listening to my Step III review and I feel tired.  haven’t figured out how much of this i’m going to do.  maybe another half an hour?

i realize that i must put some effort into studying.  after a month of recuperation, i feel more mentally capable of study.  i wish i had a better internal drive or fortitude but i recognize that my general ability to sit for hours at a time, consuming and processing data has greatly decreased.  i should probably try not to be so disappointed and find a balance in this somewhere — between studying 8hrs a day and not studying at all.

my prayer is that every little bit that i do counts in the long run and it’s not the quantity but the quality.  i can’t afford to slack.  i can’t afford to stress myself out either.

this is the final hurdle for the medical licensure.  my USMLE World Review has run out and I didn’t have the monies to renew it so i have the CDs to listen to, w/o benefit of questions.  i can’t take the exam b/c i don’t have money to pay for it.

*nodding* yeah, the life i lead is not to be envied.


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