thinking about what i need to do for my future makes my head hurt.
should i try to get a loan from my bank? if i could procure a loan then i could pay off these bills as well as get a subscription for the USMLE World and get the Step III set up as well. that way i could set a test date and work towards it. it’s hard not having a test date to work towards or not having the questions to help you w/ the studying.
i feel stuck.